The Nun of Hell

Les Méditations Postérieures

 


Before you go any further on the inverted initiation route on which you have been invited, you have to get rid of all the myths that hamper your perception. This put an end to conscienceless and vegetable life, to good thoughts, which are no less than your cowardice in a convenient disguise.

It is time to take the most twisted paths of your conscience. It is advisable first not to let yourself be moved by the feeling of your own worth in this world.
It is cruel indeed, but you have to accept that we can not live on earth while refusing to be harmful to it.
Just listen to me !

 

Complying to the idea that we should content ourselves with the space which is normally assigned to our kind to live would be giving up so many delights and liberties ...

The damned souls that we are do not resent admitting that they are not more useful to society than civil servants. Even better : they know that by inflating the human numbers with their miserable selves they do nothing else but compromise the living conditions of their future generations ; they only work to help the human cancer gangrene the whole planet.

 

 

 

What today's economists call well being or welfare, that is the worst of modern myths.

They have acknowledged that entire fields of human activity are harmful to mankind itself, as they no longer refer to the value of "utility". Yet they take refuge in such concepts as buying power and wealth per head. As if those could somehow reflect men's aspirations!

They do not know how unhappy the affluent country people can be and to what extremes apathy and idleness can lead. Many feel unable to cope with the slightest psychological strain ...

 

So what ? As we no longer have to worry about survival, why not ponder over suicide ?

 

 

 

At last you must understand that the roots of the best thoughts lie in the putrescent chaos of the most visceral instincts. The mind inhabits the depths of the confused concert of your guts.

Moral values are just conventional creations. They are the intellectual backbones that prop contingencies, power struggles and social organisation standards.
At best they may be the foolishness of some lunatics who need a reason for their being here below...

 

Now the Nun of Hell walks in front of you in a long corridor. It leads to three doors.

A choice is offered to you :

 

Your soul can not bear such humiliation nor can it go any further on the path of destruction: you want to get out of this hell !
 

The Nun of Hell has got charms that you can not resist. All the more since she puts on an inviting smile. With your tongue slacking down, you follow her at walking pace...

 
The dark recesses of your subconscious do not scare you. You prefer awareness, up to the point of getting your soul torn apart, rather than a clear conscience with its fluffy pillows. You take the descending stairs.


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