The Nun of Hell
| " A demon with slippers ! ", you shout between the spasms of a laugh that seems to fill the entire hell, shaking off the ancient vaults. On many occasions, you have escaped death in the underground passageways of this hell. You defied all humiliations, all fears ! You had to endure the boring chit-chat of its occupants. And what do you get as way of a trophy ? A devil with slippers ! |
You would be keen to know what all the biblical demons so frightening to the parishioner, but so easy to turn into ridicule in reality, look like. Where are Asmodeus, Ashtaroth and Belial ? Where are the monsters called Behemoth and Leviathan ? In your heart of hearts you feel that it is your time to confront them. For, you know it, you are now one of them ! Their phenomenal flatness of mind, the sordid recesses or the weaknesses of these beings look so commonplace to you ! You can not know them better. However friendly and social you want to appear, you could never depart from that kind of cruel insight towards your fellowmen. |
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| In the end, only the gorgeous Abbess stands out of that foolish turmoil. Her haughty detachment gives her an indisputable majesty... But how does she manage to live among that crowd of idiots ? |
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it is the same regarding those demons. You feel like some kind of familiarity with them. You get the feeling that you are made of the same essence as them.
And memories come back to prop up these new convictions. Remember ! There was that theatre performance. Someone dear to you had a role in it... You wondered if you just had to imagine it hard enough to make that person fail and make a fool of himself during his performance. You just wished it and it happened... No question about it ! You are one of that evil kind. |
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You hold a power. And not the smallest : you can corrupt anything. But, unlike all these demons, you got beyond the futile and frustrating practice of evilness for a long time. Supreme perversion lies elsewhere. Nastiness is satisfying. Nevertheless, it gets boring after a while... |
And the magnificent Nun of Hell stands in front of you at the doorframe. The amused or mocking faces she put on at the beginning of your journey made her look so insensitive, so cold. Now, she seems to look at you as an equal.
You still notice this imperative tone of voice that makes her so lovely. |
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Once again you let the Sister lead your way. Still more endless corridors. Hell is a real mole den... But with the Nun walking before you in such a graceful way, those corridors take a very different twist... The floor that you hit with your feet is less and less distinct. A rocky path succeeds to finely cut stones. And soon it is mud. Or maybe jelly... You can not tell. The Nun turns round and puts her index finger on her lips. The place is so silent indeed that it would be a crime to disturb it. |
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On that indistinct substance, some newborns who look asleep are floating. The scene is stunning. But nothing hardly amazes you anymore. This is just Limbo, the resting-place of the born dead without consecration. You get closer to one of them on your way. Yes, his face reveals the beautiful serenity of death; it shows the ultimate beatitude of non-being. After all you reckon that he is better off down here, in the ancient silt, rather than flying around pointlessly for ever in the little white clouds up there. |
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The track where the Nun of Hell takes you opens out onto a swamp. A mosquito swarm welcomes you among the reeds and the mud. And for a change the Religious has vanished. You are getting used to it... She left you with no instruction at all. Although you know that you are going to fight a terrible monster. And you have no weapon either. However, you go for it quite confident. You do not fear death anymore. You know that death is a sleep without dreams and that this state is easily as good as restless consciousness. |
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From now on, whether posterity remembers your name or forgets it, it does not really matter. In the earth insides where you are now, your battle, however great and heroic it might be, will be lost for memory. Only God knows where you are ! Suddenly, two beings appear out of the blue and rush at each other.
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| One looks like a monster of frightful proportions. His Neanderthal face and his eyes filled with blood leave very few doubts about his nature. He must be a demon. The other looks like a man. They start a corps a corps combat. You realise that you would better take sides quickly. Or else the winner will not let you get away with it... | |||
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An old rusty battleaxe is lying next to you. You pick it up. However, you do not rush headlong into the fight. The thing is, on one hand, a hint of scruple of humanity remains in you. Some sort of natural feeling of fellowship ties you up to the human warrior. After all, your natural side is still the one of Good that this duellist obviously personifies, in this underworld where all battles can only be Manichean. And if he happened to win without your help, he could hold that against you and not give you the opportunity to redeem yourself... |
But on the other hand, you are quite embarrassed. You have just figured out that you were more evil than the devil himself and now you should embrace the cause of Good ! But hesitation is not allowed here. The fight will soon get to an end. You must make up your mind.
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| You act on impulse. The side of Good may welcome you back on board ! With a warlike yelling you swoop down onto the monster. | |||
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| It is difficult to say what is holding you back. Fear, perhaps... But you prefer to step back a bit, wait and watch passively the outcome of the fight. | |||
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